[Verse]
3 AM and I'm just riding through my city
Thinkin' to myself like I'm the realest n***a in it
I know I might forgive, but best believe I won't forget it
Be tryna stay low-key, 'cause they gon' treat me like I'm Wemby
They know I got a sack like I'm comin' down the chimney
I wish that I could make every event, but I get busy
I wish that I could post up in the hood, but that shit tricky
The narcs hit the block, I got my gun, that's just too risky
Hell nah, I can't go for that
I be havin' talks with the bros, they gon' tell me facts
Tell me I should move out the Bay 'cause this shit hold me back
Worried about a million other things that I forget I rap
Got one shot and I just gotta take it
'Member havin' hoop dreams, but that shit deflated
Shit, I probably ain't gon' see nobody ever make it
'Cause where I'm from, they call it dick-riding, you say congratulations
Yeah, hatin' on a n***a, I cannot embrace it
Call me what you want, but I am not a faker
Always give my best like Anita Baker
Feel like I'm livin' life fast, I been speed racin'
Thinkin' 'bout my cuz, loyal to the end of time
I don't think you understand the pain I feel inside
Get inside the car, start it up, and I just ride
Thinkin' 'bout the times all we wanted was to shine
Always been myself, I don't do no gimmicks
Yeah, brother love to shoot, yeah, he like Cole Bennett
I be tryna share my heart, but that shit so empty
I'm so close to make it out, shit like fourth and inches
Yeah, I just put my pain into passion and diamonds
Waited my whole life, now I need it on arrival
People do so little, but they feel so entitled
Gotta make it home, this shit all about survival
In occasion when your idol turn your rival
I'm so close, feel like I'm walkin' on a tightrope
The same shit, I'm just tryna change the cycle
Gotta stop worryin' 'bout if everybody like you