[Verse 1]
In awe and disgust when you touch me
No this is not what I thought it would be
With your hairy chest so horrible and sweat dripping on my face
With just one breath, my teenage dream buckled and gone to waste

[Chorus]
No this is not, this is not what I thought it would be
This is not what I thought it would be
This is not what I thought it would be
But when you hold me like that, I just cannot leave

[Verse 2]
The smell of your breath blowing in my face makes me sad
Don't you think it's strange you're old enough to be my dad?
When dreamed about, this is not what I really had in mind
And when it's done, the worst part is they’re nеver all that kind

[Bridge]
No this is not
Repulsed by thе thought of it all
Out the back door I go
This is not what I wanted at all

[Chorus]
No this is not, this is not what I thought it would be
This is not what I thought it would be
This is not what I thought it would be
But when you hold me like that, I just cannot leave
[Outro]
No this is not
No this is not
This is not what I want it to be (No this is not)
But it's what I'm going to get (No this is not)