Ethel Cain
Snuff Film (Mother’s Mix)
Dig out that old VHS tape I
Keep hid in the dark
Out of sight out of mind I
Put it in the VCR
Start it up again I watch the screen come to life
Home videos I made of the worst kind
And god forbid my family ever finds them
It's just a body I don't mind
Spilling out all its insides
When it's over hit rewind
I could watch this every time
A gruesome murder every night
I'm the greatest victim every time
In my own snuff film
It's starting to take its toll on me I'm
Finding it hard to hide
All of the awful things I've done in my secret life
Poisoned and spilled the blood I
Should've left inside
The body I despise
All because it's mine
And god forbid my family ever finds out
It's just a body I don't mind
Spilling out all its insides
When it's over hit rewind
I could watch this every time
A gruesome murder every night
I'm the greatest victim every time
In my own snuff film