[Verse]
That hoodie was the best thing to happen to me
Like the one thing that you salvage from a house fire
When you dropped me at her house 'cause I'm just too much to deal with
I'm the last kid that should be around a lighter
And lying's such a chore, but the truth feels so wrong
And every turn I make just keeps me from getting where I want
But when I confide in her, I tear apart the earth
There's somebody who has it ten times worse
Thеre's no time left to pity and I see it in my friеnds
And they all look so much older than me
But tonight I'm feeling brave, I think I'll act my age until a kid says that there's something wrong with me

[Chorus]
And sometimes the smoke smells good
Leave the window open when it's freezing cold
I know
When you left me home alone, when you left for your award show
I ditched you guys and died, laid in the snow