[Verse]
Live from Marion Projects, son, the livest one
Representin' Jersey City to the fullest
Ask around about me, they'll tell you he'll pull it
Bradley Beal n***a, how I'm playin' with these bullets
Yeah, that's the throwback Wizards
Know them streets got my heart colder than a blizzard
Catch me in the traphouse, snow like a blizzard
Sent my lil homie come and hit ya, get ya
You know I stay around shooters
If I tell them n***as shoot they gon' shoot ya
Hit your first born while he rollin' on his scooter
Right in his medulla, give him the whole ruler, easy on 'em
Said bang bang, n***a brim gang
I swear it hurt when your friends change
And you be thinkin' they was real from the get-go
He switched over, started actin' like Sisqó
When I was young, man, I always had a temper
Those who know me I'm pretty sure they remember
If you piss me off, man, somebody gettin' injured
Swear I'm Big and Pac if you put 'em in a blender, put 'em in a…
Tryna understand that we all signed up
To this game that we playin' till our time's up
Everywhere I go I got the heater tucked
I probably pass more pies out than Pizza Hut
Might not ever get a Grammy 'cause I ain't a rapper
Might not ever get a Oscar 'cause I ain't a actor
Just a n***a who express how he feel
And they fuck with my music 'cause they know I keep it real
Won't be a simple murder on the day I die
It's gon' be a mystery, someone in disguise
Actin' like they fuck with me, playin' both sides
Make sure when you do it, look me in the eyes
They killed my bro, I feel some type of way
If I was home he would've died, n***a, right away
Face shots, bullets to his torso
Albee outside playin' Grand Theft Auto
Hands gripped prayin' to the Lord
Said I wouldn't kill again, I know he heard it all before
But what happened to my brother, somethin' I can't ignore
They want me to think peace, but lately I'm thinkin' war
Hold up, pardon my thoughts, they corrupted
Lately them the thoughts I been stuck with
If I move crazy they say I'm gon' get cuffed quick
But for my brother, on my mother, I'm like fuck it
N***as wanna know if Albee Al life is real
I know n***as doin' life in jail, and I write them still
Real n***a, yeah I'm signed and sealed
Ayo I'm really 'bout this life for real
I swear I got homies doin' time in the box
Everybody shitted on 'em so I'm all that they got
When I was on trial, Flex, my stomach was in knots
'Cause people say they love you when you gone, that shit stopped
Like they wanna see you burn, showin' no concern
That's why I'm out here, every night I'm on turn
N***as want me dead so I'm grippin' on it firm
I be a real n***a to the dirt and to the urn
I swear everything is earned, loyalty and trust
Told my real n***as that all we got is us
Sippin' on that tata, blowin' on that dust
Got a bitch that suck me how the county toilet flush
N***as wanna kill me so I'm ridin' round filthy
Know a lot of n***as wish the jury found me guilty
They say they real, how you real, want me to stay in jail?
Your man bagged and you don't send him mail?
Free the homies, n***a! Free the homies doin' real time
And I ain't talkin' burglaries, I'm talkin' real crimes
It don't hurt to pick your pen up
Sharks in the water with they fin up
Know you feel alone, but you still hold your chin up
If your bail was 10 mil, we gon' get the 10 up, that's loyalty
It might be far-fetched but n***as get the picture
Bitch, you really love lettin' n***as dick her
His girl left him on his first year
His momma died on his fourth year
It's like nobody care, he phone home but ain't nobody there
He just tryna let his pain catch somebody ear
If some n***as don't use the phone 'cause they can't
They don't even got money for a stamp
And if they had a stamp, they had nobody to write
He got 10 years in and he still ain't get a kite
N***a, what's your life like? I felt for him, it's real for him
He ain't even do the shit, but he went to jail for him
If he was home he woulda killed for him
At least paid for the bail for him, for him, for him, for him
Locked in a mountain, can't see your kids
Asset hurtin', n***as see your ribs
Beefin' with the pigs, makin' hits
Lil homie a L on his first bid
Got it spittin' like a cypher
50 shots on me got me spittin'…
I said 50 shot K got me spittin' like a cypher
Promised Momma that one day I'll give this life up
Just left jail beatin' down with the lifers
Old heads like they ain't seen me since diapers
Pop one round so we hit the streets runnin'
Me, my older brother in the trap makin' hundreds
Squeeze on a n***a if I ever get confronted
So you wouldn't understand if you ain't from it
I'm from Jersey City, man, I wish a n***a try it
Anybody get it, bruh, these bullets ain't biased
I said fuck you hatin for? N***a, you should be inspired
N***as killed the homie
And I tried talk to him 'fore he hit the streets
Don't go out in that city and you think it's sweet
I understand that you play, but n***as tryna eat
He sent the kite then got killed like the next week
Damn, man, pour liquor for you
They like po would make it different for you, I just say I'm loyal
Said I just say I'm loyal, they like po would make it different
And then, see Mitch gave me a bird like welcome home
They like, "That n***a so real he should have a clone."
Ask your bitch why she got my number in her phone
You know them Remy's in her purse got me in the zone
Same n***as I ride with, I'll die with
In the trap, winter time, outside with
You know I keep the strap with me like my sidekick
These n***as beggin' for attention like my side bitch
We used to be cool, what happened to us?
Used to be one of them n***as I happened to trust
Death before dishonor, yeah it was the code
Nowadays it's like the bros turned into hoes
Guess bein' real now is overrated
'Cause you never see it but they always say it
I say Lord, show me from my enemies
Even the ones that was friends to me
Said the more enemies, the easier the target
I'm a hard n***a just walk in Neimans and Marcus
And I told my shorty get what she want
I'm on that Lil Durk shit: n***a, this ain't what you want
'Fore I slide up on your strip, grippin' on that fifth
Get up close on him 'cause I ain't tryna miss
Whoever near you when I'm shootin' gettin' hit
You gotta keep that mask on 'cause n***as gonna snitch
And if I had a wish, I wish it was still 24 a brick
Man, I wish I could bring back my n***as that I miss
Said I wish, I wish my cousin ain't snitch
I wish my sister leave her man alone 'cause he ain't shit
Said I wish, wish I could care about a bitch
But I know that they love ain't legit
I said I wish, wish I was home when they killed my brother
On my son I woulda killed his mother
I said I wish we was real like me
I wish, said n***as feel like me
I said I wish, I wish I could take every bullet that hit Banga
I wish them bullets jammed in that chamber
Damn, I wish Nuke knew he was in danger
Still gang bangin' twistin' fingers, damn
I said, I said, I said…
Wish I could talk to Green, I could talk to Meech
So much shit I gotta say I could write a speech
Don't think that I forgot about my niece
I'm just out here runnin' in these streets
And I ain't even make it to the spot I'm tryna reach
It seems like I'm losin' everything I'm tryna keep
And I'm tryna keep, I wish all my n***as they had millions
All my n***as they had billions, damn
I know these bitches like, "I wish he had feelings."
And all these fuck n***as out here tryna kill him