Eric Bellinger
My Blessing
[Verse 1: Grafh]
We need something to believe in
Something to believe in
Shit, I just need a reason
Emotionally unavailable's what I'm feeling
What a feeling
Something's broken and nothing's healing
I self-medicated, tryna stay balanced
Meditated, went vegan, ate salad
Fake happy online until we got great at it
Searching for validation from n***as that ain't valid
We all kind of mentally confused
Any woman I dated was sexually abused
Pressured with aggression, instead of in the mood
Made to feel pessimistic over fеministic views
Daddy wasn't around, you wanna cry? I'm fine
Lil things, I learnеd how to tie a tie online
Intuition, I rely on mine
If the shoe fits, wear it - I'ma try on mine
Real shit, I wasn't afraid of death, wasn't afraid to die
More afraid of heartbreak, and more afraid to cry
I need to face my own truth, can't be afraid to fly
I'm too generous to cheat and too brave to lie
Word up

[Chorus: Eric Belinger]
I need you, I need you
Sacrifice them I could give you my all
I need you, I need you
Premonition got me in position
I know
You a blessing
I'ma wait however long
For my blessing
Yeah. yeah
[Verse 2: Grafh]
The plan is to level up some
And never return back to the level you leveled up from
Did I get enough done?
Too neglected or too excessive
If it costs your inner peace, then it's too expensive
Head up, never down to the floor
Never look up to the rich or look down to the poor
Don't mean to sound insecure, but I'm growin' through confrontation
I'd rather hold a grudge than hold a conversation
This that big ego too much pride combination
The padlock without the combination
This is not new
I let you down when I say that I got you
I never learned how to love, I actually learned not to
Whatever my priority is, you think that it's not you
I say I love you, you tell me it's not true
Girl, you deserve to be happy
You deserve to be happy
Maybe I do, too, shit

[Chorus]
Baby, baby
I need you, I need you
Sacrifice them I could give you my all
I need you, I need you (Yeah, yeah)
Premonition got me in position
I know (I know, I know)
You a blessing (I know)
I'ma wait however long
For my blessing
Yeah, yeah
[Verse 3: Grafh]
Happiness forgotten, I been hurtin' so long that I actually forgot that happiness is actually an option
How could you take all your emotions and love me with it?
How dare you give me your heart and trust me with it?
Damn, you brave, I'm praying I'm never clumsy with it
Your ex man hurt you, you look at me like, "He must be different"
I'm tryna uphold that
Secrets from every relationship, I never told that
I never condone that
I wish I could love so freely and never hold back
The soul is for sale, but I never sold that
I wanna be incredible
I wanna do the shit I never do
I grew up with grown ass men that never grew
I used to buy my kids things I never had
Now I wanna teach my kids things I never knew
Stop competin' with who's ahead of you
Just wake up tomorrow and try to be a better you
Word

[Chorus]
Baby, baby
I need you, I need you
Sacrifice them I could give you my all
I need you, I need you (Yeah, yeah)
Premonition got me in position
I know (I know, I know)
You a blessing (I know)
I'ma wait however long
For my blessing
Yeah yeah