[Verse 1]
Stomach sinking conversation
Pour your soul onto my pillowcase
Heart's gone cold from overthinking
Bite my nails before I kiss you away

[Pre-Chorus]
Hard to let you go, I feel incapable
Of loving you the way you deserve
Things I've failed to say, keep me up for days
Stuck on the ways I've been hurt

[Chorus]
Oh, you're everything I thought I couldn't live without
But rivers from my past are flowing over
Time after time after time
Won't drown myself again
Can't let you in

[Verse 2]
Try to find impressive colors
Paint over the shadows of another life
I'm drinking wine in my house of pain, yeah
I know that love is a losing game
I just don't have the strength to play, oh
[Chorus]
Oh, you're everything I thought I couldn't live without
But rivers from my past are flowing over
Time after time after time
Won't drown myself again
Can't let you in, can't let you in
Every time after time after time
Won't drown myself again

[Pre-Chorus]
Hard to let you go, I feel incapable
Of loving you the way you deserve
Things I've failed to say, keep me up for days
Stuck on the ways I've been hurt

[Chorus]
Oh, you're everything I thought I couldn't live without
But rivers from my past are flowing over
Time after time after time
Won't drown myself again
Oh, you're everything I thought I couldn't live without
But rivers from my past are flowing over
Time after time after time
Won't drown
I won't drown, I won't drown myself again
Can't let you in, I can't let you in
Every time after time after time
Won't drown myself again
Can't let you in
[Outro]
Can't let you in