[Verse]
I'm breakin' free
No longer give a fuck who hate me
My vision clear now, it's HD
I was blinded so long couldn't see
I'm the cause of everything around me
Thought that no one was listening
Crossing my is dotting my ts
Tryna get better, I needa breathe
Set my whole world ablaze
Realize a lot as I come of age
Think it’s time that I go and change my ways
I was weak, vulnerable and afraid
I was stuck, n***a in a fucking maze
Maybe it's me, n***a I'm a slave
Tryna save everybody but I can't
Pack my feelings up put in the bank
Save 'em for when thеy needed
You ain’t fucking with me then you can lеave me
Bitch I'm Michael Jackson, you can just can beat it
Say you love me, but I just don’t see it
I then came to terms with all my demons
Set the whole world ablaze
That was my life, not a fucking phase
Woman that I love I pushed her away
Lost my momma, think about it everyday
I sit quiet, I don't know what to say
Embrace the silence, mind wonders into space
Grandma telling me "boy, you need to pray!"
Had to forgive god for his hand in fate
Asking myself do I bleed
Self-reflection was really what I need
Broke the image that I had conceived
Picking up the fragments piece by piece
Make a new portrait of my life
I'ma make sure that my new world shine bright
Had to burn it down with my own light
Let the world burn, fuck a sacrifice
I then been a prisoner to my own mind
I then lived and died again so many times
I just hope when that day come around
That I maxed out my life above ground
So that when I go inside that casket
They remember me for not being average
But the n***a that always made magic
I'm Big R baby, I'ma make it happen
Free of everything, still a product of madness