Sleepless

(Verse) I just hate living this way

I just don't know what to make the pain go away

I just don't know what the fuck i'm gonna do

I just hate what I'm going through

I'm trying to go to sleep but its too hard

People just hate on others if they feel down

They need to understand that we all have are ups and downs, smiles and frowns

If you all have a problem with me and other people feel down

One day this shit will happen to you so watch out

Let me get on topic

I'm just mad about it

I just can't go to sleep

Other people just love hating on me

They just think its funny

Every Time I walk outside the weather is not sunny

Its always dark

My life is hard

I don't to love myself

I want to be by myself

I'm praying every night to be loved

To be honest I'm scared of love

I went through that once and did not end well

Then I realized that I messed it up

I realized that I fucked it up

I always get bullied

They don't want to see the real me

I have lost to much that I depended on

Here I am trying to do my very best on writing songs

This has been my only dream since I was little kid

I want my to be lit

I just don't know if I can't make it

But the only thing I could do is to have faith

It's just too hard to ignore others what they say about you

But they're only making it worse to what I'm going through