This pressure's holding me back
I thought I was running faster than I ever had
You wanted me just like that
But I didn’t think that you’d be stepping on my tracks

I thought I knew it
But guess I didn’t
I know I’m wrong, and I tried to fix it
But when I blew it, it went to shambles
The blame’s stuck on me, too much to handle

Why does it hurt?
When will I learn?
I'm breaking

Feels like I’ve lost my mind
I’m stuck in my head all the time
I just can’t seem to do it right
It gets so lonely in the night
Oh whyyy
It’s so terrifying, just to be so perfect all the time
I wanna be enough, oh you don’t know how much I’ve tried
Oh I
Feel like I’ve lost my mind