I’m drifting, dancing along
Just being carried along
I’m dispersing, fading
Like vapor

It’s flying all around in me
This flame I can’t contain is spreading, changing me

The nights are cold and void
My heart is busy just breathing

It’s exposing this addiction
My single greatest comfort


Oh—I always want something new
Oh—I always get bored too easily

In my memories, hardened like ice
I too, unaware
Hide myself fast
To give myself another quick fix

How did I get here
So fast
Sometimes, it surprises me
How I’ve changed
But who would care

The nights are cold and void
My heart is busy just breathing

It’s exposing this addiction
My single greatest comfort

Oh—I
Wanna say I did good (I wanna say it)
Oh—I
Always get bored too easily (that’s me)

The loneliness is here, a frigid pain
Always looming so large in my heart

I find myself getting used to how
Even the choice to be happy is sad
And I’m scared