[Part I]
[Verse]
Caught an eel when I was fishin', that shit shocked me
Label offered me a deal, that shit shocked me
I was psycho and shit, I was writin' on shit, I was ghost-writing
Met this group in the valley, wild as fuck, openin' up for Nipsey
Before Chris and Kelly, if Chloe was three feet tall, inches? Barely
Felt like I was in this fantasy, I fell in love but you didn't keep it real with me, yeah
And I wrote it to express, what I thought had broke my heart broke my identity
Devil had the scope, could see me clearly
Always told me I was lonely, was I really?
Plate of painkillers almost kill me
Then Hodgy came to smoke some weed and healed me
Ray came and put his arm around me
Uzi came and put his arm around me
[Chorus]
Yeah, on my mom, I wasn't thuggin', I was geeked
Tryna put some emergency racks in a Gucci bag
For when them rainy days come for me
Yeah, on my mom, I wasn't thuggin', I was geeked
Tryna put some emergency racks in the Gucci bag
When them rainy days came for me
[Part II]
[Verse]
Out in Rio on our three-day, skin is dark
This fabric stickin' to my legs, I need some chalk
I had a boyfriend fix my head, didn't even charge
No bars had thought my head was lead when we didn't talk
You are corrupt, your thought grow soon if you was smart
I'm sure you're golden, but that purity too soft for this world
Told you I would put your figure near my lung
Heart was racin', on a rush, was it fun? (When it was fun)
Jaw clenchin' on a tablet, I was numb
Armored windows don't roll down like factory ones
I don't drink but what I'm thinkin' give me buzz, give me buzz
You say fuck me, then go fuck her but you blush
Got priorities in life that I disrupt
So back to turnin' my eight figures up
Back to turnin' my lil' figures up
If I'm on it, I'll see ten when I'm young, yeah, young