Why do I sound like a dude that just needs a hug
Why am I so unscrewed why does dude need a lug
I guess that's what happens when you're betrayed by people you love
Emotions under the rug
Gettin' good at that, gettin' way too good at that
I just bottle shit up
Like my favorite cognac, yo fuck that
Hold me back, mic me up
Yo let me flow this wack ass shit I wrote
And recently, my mental is so Iraq
I've trippin' for several seasons
Tip-toein' and avoidin' all these lego pieces
Metaphorically, of course, but Atlas
Tеll me where I bеlong in this almanac
Like, my girlfriend fuckin' hates me, my dad doesn't talk to me yo
I've been gettin' lost in like all of the sauce in the bowl but
Yo I don't know whats up with that

Shits bad but it'll only feel worse
When your stuck inside focusin' on nothin' but your curses
Gotta find a way to break the negativity
Cuz life is fuckin' tough but your tougher you gotta just believe it
Shit's bad and it'll never hurt less
If you're layin' here obsessin' over everything your stressin' about
Gotta find a method to break the cycle
Gotta find a method to break the cycle, before it eats you alive
Why do I plug a message in every song that only you could possibly understand
And the worst part is you don't listen to them
And I know you already moved on and that's what's killin' me
Actually, it's how you did it so seamlessly yo
You know I don't even feel like an artist anymore
It's like at best I'm a fuckin' comformist with just my thoughts on record
I think this life is just a typo
I've been feelin' mad psycho yo you gotta break that cycle phe
But honestly dawg, i don't think it's even up to me
And if it was, i don't know what i would change
It's just, it fucks with me yo
And i really wanted to end on a positive note but
But it's gettin hard like when i'm constantly hit with these monsterous blows
It's so monotonous and slow and, shitty
And I truly don't know what's up with that

Shit's bad but it'll only feel worse
When your stuck inside focusin' on nothin' but your curses
Gotta find a way to break the negativity
Cuz life is fuckin' tough but your tougher you gotta just believe it
Shit's bad and it'll never hurt less
If you're layin here obsessin over everything your stressin' about
Gotta find a method to break the cycle
Gotta find a method to break the cycle, before it eats you alive