[Verse 1]
Bags under my eyes, oh, they’re chanel
And I slap on that nars, but you can tell that ain’t sleeping
And there’s a reason
Since I can remember, it’s been hell
To close my eyes and sit there with myself
Me and my demons
Can’t help but feed them

[Pre-Chorus]
On the left she’s red, little devil says “you’ll never be enough”
On the right she’s white, says I’ll be alright, but in her words I never trust

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’m hardwired
To overthink until I’m tired
My mind it runs, until I’m numb
I’m hardwired
I say I’ll change, but I’m a liar
That’s how I run, it ain’t no fun

[Verse 2]
Hungry for some goddamn peace of mind
I thought that staying hungry all the time would fill my empty
Now ain’t that funny
Now all my friends, they ask “are you okay?”
What the fuck am I supposed to say?
So I act happy, hoping I’ll believe me
[Pre-Chorus]
But the left, she’s red and she’s back again, screaming I’ll never be enough
On the right she’s white, swears I’ll be alright, but at this point I don’t give a fuck

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’m hardwired
To overthink until I’m tired
My mind it runs, until I’m numb
I’m hardwired
I say I’ll change, but I’m a liar
That’s how I run, it ain’t no fun

[Bridge]
Now all this therapy, it ain’t done shit
I swear I’ve talked so much, my voice is giving out
Now it’s so fun when I’m there, on her couch, but when it’s 2 am, it all comes crushing down
Tell myself it won’t always be the way it is right now

[Chorus]
But I’m hardwired
To overthink until I’m tired
My mind it runs, until I’m numb
I’m hardwired
I say I’ll change, but I’m a liar
That’s how I run, it ain’t no fun, ooh
That’s how I run, it ain’t no fun