No matter how hard I try
No matter how much I give
These feelings of emptiness
Subdue my will to live

Life is not a waste
But sometimes it feels as such
Strength is what I need
But it feels like it's a crutch

Something snaps inside me
These thoughts run thru my mind
I'm going thru some things right now
How could I be so blind?

Back and forth I go
Can't seem to resist
Darkness has its hold
Will I really be missed?

I don't wanna be missed

Devil on my shoulder
Angel to my side
Listen to me closely
This shit isn't justified
Why do I even bother? (Why)
No one really cares (No)
But then I take a step back
This truly isn't fair

And now I see the light

The people on this earth
That continue to push you thru
Are the ones who mean the most
If only they really knew...

What I'm going thru

I'm thru
Goin' thru some things