Listener
It’s a Lonely World
It's a lonely world with billions of interruptions
We are just tiny pearls amongst the sands of production
It's a lonely earth floating besides tons of dead planets
What is your worth, do you take this dirt for granted?
When you have no-one and feel like your singing solo with no fans
You have a cloud of humidity hushing all your plans
Numbing down the already dumbed down emotional span that you portray
Grabbing for a spot of green grass lustfully
While being dragged through this desert you call a life
Look for me I'll be your shining light
Watering your damaged ego into a corner judgmentally but caring
It's a lonely place when you surround yourself with facades and double faces
That behind your front point and laugh staring
At your oddities you consider to be unique
But that's just a lie embedded into the mind of a freak
Like a lemming wandering blurry eyed towards the backs of the herd
Never worrying or asking why your falling never saying a word
But crashing comfortably on the tops of those who've gone before you
And drowning miserably anyways because of lack of desire and a poor mood
Don't take it out on yourself though cause in this game you can always press continue
Unless of course you've damaged your health, and then basically your through
I dig a hole with a greed that keeps me sinking deeper
Sweating puddles of catalyst rebelling from all my teachers
I know what's right I do what I need to keep the capital M-E from being more that just alright
In hindsight red eyed and forsake I stare at the man I could have been and watch him fade to white
The blackest thoughts I've had are always looking into mirrored sympathy at my own lack of things
Things that keep me bound from my own destiny
And once I've risen with a zeal to free everyone bound by my own lusts
I come across another tool to give me greatness, and proudly bow down to accept its crutch
Snared again like I get enjoyment from being a prisoner
I plot and demise to walk again as if the God of all the universe
Is required to show mercy on me and allow me to be a listener
Lending words and my own thoughts to soothe and teach
As if I'm even qualified to show life through the dark, I'll start as a whisperer
Hashing out the truth and anomalies I wished I could have grasped before nearing death
I guess I wouldn't see the true depth of helping my brother without my experience
Being blind to the weight that I carry on my back is past I look forward to being last
With no earthly worth I gladly donate my organs
To continue this mad house and raise another poor man
Walking and breathing and smiling no doubt
But all just to give life up in the end as a louse
I'm sure I know God has his reasons for me being here
But it sure would be nice not to know about pain loneliness and fear
Jeering at me through glasses of destruction
Clenching it's teeth when it sees my heart undergoing construction
So I scream and you scream and we all scream our fears
Looking around dying asking God to take us from here
Like we're too proud to confront fear
We've all got issues basically they're standard issue
But if all you can do is drown in that cesspool goodbye, so-long, we'll miss you