[Chorus: 2gaudy]
Made me feel something that I've never known (Never known)
Making my heart different than before (Than before)
Don't make it hard loving anymore (Anymore)
Loving you shouldn't feel like a chore (Oh)
Circumstance shouldn't be your greatest power (Greatest power)
Only thoughts in the bed of my home (Of my home)
I've thought about you every fucking hour (Fucking hour)
Making me feel even more alone (More alone)
Made me feel something that I've never known (Never known)
Making my heart different than before (Oh, oh)
Don't make it hard loving anymore (Oh)
Loving you shouldn't feel like a chore (Oh, oh)
Circumstance shouldn't be your greatest power (Oh)
Only thoughts in the bed of my home (Of my home)
I've thought about you every fucking hour (Fucking hour)
Making me feel even more alone
[Verse]
Start out with the black feeling in my head
Staring at the feds looking like I'm dead
Someone who [?], swimming up the stream
Lay in bed, zero sleep, zero dreams
Fighting back the thoughts between mine and me
Compartmentalize, post it on my three
Nomad life, it's my chance, give it a shot
Dark thoughts, it's a bitch, go robot
Rinse and pass it off, caught up accurate
What is empathy? I can't grasp that shit
Desperate for emotion, blank, dry erase
Throw it on an easel, try to change my pace
Feels like less days go on, go on well
Road block, sudden death, gone to hell
Who am I? Not like you pretend it's true
Energy, got none left of me, no you
Tossing and turning, I'm running so hurting [?]
Wake up the next day, all that I got was the anxiety
[?] I try again, know we ain't hate myself
[?], love myself
Demons, [?] it's a piece of me
Living and feeling, and feeling free
Eager, no joy, it's the same as time
Meaninglessly dropping 50 on a dime
[Chorus: 2gaudy]
Made me feel something that I've never known (Something)
Making my heart different than before (Than before)
Don't make it hard loving anymore (Anymore)
Loving you shouldn't feel like a chore (Like a chore)
Circumstance shouldn't be your greatest power (Shouldn't be your, shouldn't be your)
Only thoughts in the bed of my home (Of my home)
I've thought about you every fucking hour (Fucking hour)
Making me feel even more alone (Even more alone)
Circumstance shouldn't be your greatest power (Shouldn't be your, shouldn't be your)
Only thoughts in the bed of my home (Of my home)
I've thought about you every fucking hour (Fucking hour)
Making me feel even more alone
[Outro]
It's a fucking coming of age story, man