[Intro]
It's hard to love yourself when you love everyone else
Put on so many goddamn masks, losing track of myself
Hopin' these feelings might pass I been hoping and wishin' to find out what's missing but right now I'm gon' fuel my addictions (For real)
(That's my spark!)

[Chorus]
It's hard to learn when you don't know what's the wrong thing (What's the right track)
Guess I'm prone to bumping into walls
But money hides the ugly, trust me, 'cause I ain't never ugly
Maybe except when I go through withdrawals
But maybe I don't deserve to know what's ahead of me
I could leave here tomorrow or I could die whеn I'm 70
Fuck it, if I'm leaving this earth, then I'm gon' diе with you next to me
Just be on time, in the foggiest of woods, you're my sunrise

[Verse]
When you're not there just know there's mist
It's so dark all alone, and I can't really see shit
When you ring my phone, it says no service
That's just one of my dumb excuses, girl, you been heard this
I know I'm down bad
I wish my therapist would tell me what the fuck's up
I'm feeling nervous, told my bae to bring another cup
Gave me a four-leaf clover, but girl I'm outta luck
I guess there's nothing helping out your favorite dumb fuck
You know me, just driving down the boulevard of broken dreams
I try to be an open book but I'm ripped at the seams
You could read what's left of me but won't know what it means
(That's my spark!)
[Chorus]
It's hard to learn when you don't know what's the wrong thing (What's the right track)
Guess I'm prone to bumping into walls
But money hides the ugly, trust me, 'cause I ain't never ugly
Maybe except when I go through withdrawals
But maybe I don't deserve to know what's ahead of me
I could leave here tomorrow or I could die when I'm 70
Fuck it, if I'm leaving this earth, then I'm gon' die with you next to me
Just be on time, in the foggiest of woods, you're my sunrise
(That's my spark!)