[Verse 1]
Wake up to another day, goddamn, I'm in a haze
If I felt better, I'd be amazed (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
Take two pills, the first one so I can chill
The second one's to keep me real
'Cause if I stop working, I can't heal (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
They say I'm great, they say I'm good
Believe in them, I wish I could
All of my problems in this wood, then smoke away (Smoke away)
But I won't turn back to who I was (No, no, no)
Just know I do this all because (No-oh-oh-oh)
If I don't share my pain with y'all, I'll fade away (I'll fade away)

[Chorus]
Where in the fuck do I start? (Where in the fuck do I start?)
Just wanna leave my watermark (Leave my watermark)
Sometimes I grieve 'bout who I was
About the boy I left in the dust (Left in the dust)
Sometimes I'm down cause I'm fucking up (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
Sometimes I'm empty, fill up a cup (Refill)
Please, don't resent me for who I am, I still got love for you (Still got love for you)

[Post-Chorus]
When I'm alone, who I call? (Hello)
From the music, I'm getting withdrawals (Oh no)
All this shit used to be fun (It used to)
Now I don't like it at all (Don't like it at all)
Now I just roll me a blunt to forget it
Ignoring the fans even though I'm indebted
Losing my mind like I'm straight beheaded, you know (Yeah, you know)
[Chorus]
Where in the fuck do I start? (Where in the fuck do I start?)
Just wanna leave my watermark (Leave my watermark)
Sometimes I grieve 'bout who I was
About the boy I left in the dust (Left in the dust)
Sometimes I'm down cause I'm fucking up (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
Sometimes I'm empty, fill up a cup (Refill)
Please, don't resent me for who I am, I still got love for you (Still got love for you)

[Verse 2]
I still got love, I still got a relationship I made with the drugs
I still got ice on my heart, I could use a hug
I still got demons behind me, it's fucked up
I ain't blaming anyone, baby, that's tough luck
I used to be serious, but now I don't care
This is my life baby and this shit ain't fair
You'd be a fool to think it's sweet, this shit ain't an éclair
If I wanna live heavenly, I'll walk up them stairs
Just accept what you see, talking about you, don't worry 'bout me
When I'm long gone, I'll be stacking the green
Just pray to God that you're on the right team
Just pray to God that you don't switch up on yourself
Can't trust anyone else, love the cards that you're dealt

[Chorus]
Where in the fuck do I start? (Where in the fuck do I start?)
Just wanna leave my watermark (Leave my watermark)
Sometimes I grieve 'bout who I was
About the boy I left in the dust (Left in the dust)
Sometimes I'm down cause I'm fucking up (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
Sometimes I'm empty, fill up a cup (Refill)
Please, don't resent for who I am, I still got love for you (Still got love for you)