Insignificant Other
Antbf
I wish I could smoke this all away
I don't care about the straight edge like I used to most days
Most days, I would do anything to numb the pain
But I'm a coward, and I'm shallow
And I'm most of all just scared of any change

Everyone's at parties and I'm alone in my house
I haven't opened a window in weeks
And I'm still watching Top Model reruns on my couch

I wish I could scare my nightmares away
I've tried lucid dreaming a few times
And I've tried staying awake
And I skimmed that self-care article you sent me
And it's not like I think I'm special
I just think some things apply to everyone but me, Anna