I lock my self in ma room
And got chocked in my own bed till i die
Now i be asking for someone to get me out of my own dark
Cause i dont feel safe in myself
I already killed myself 9 times
Still slapping my ass off thinking about some old times
I Always had a smile on my face
Never let anybody about the storms in ma mind
I did hold everybody on their bad and dark
Now, just asking for someone to get me out of my own dark
Never been this much scared to cross a bridge that my heart got fridge
And tears from ma eyes
I be sitting at the corner of ma room don't want light
Also afraid of the dark
I wish i was dead in ma mothers womb
Just wanna remove my whole existence from the world
Sometimes i do feel i wish i didn't get heel
Cause i be getting killed every single night
I am tired of this fight
I just wanna jump from the sky
And wanna end my life
I feel everything is a lie
Cause when the sun goes down and the moon goes hight
The people in ma life be changing their color by the pass of time
I couldn't handle this crime
So i cut my wrist and drown in my blood