All this time
I've been searching for something
Something to change my mind
Who am I?
Who are all these people
The crowd has left me high
But when I get to heaven
I hope I'm not alone
If I don't get to see you
Then I don't want to go
I gave up all my time
To people I don't know
I hope that heaven feels like home

I have learned
For the last time that I don't know who you are
So I
Hid my thoughts behind a song
And this guitar
And when I get to heaven
I hope I'm not alone
If I don't get the see you
Then I don't want to go
I've given all my time
To people I don't know
I hope that heaven feels like home
I don't know where to run
If I'm running from myself
I thought it was about love
Not a fear of hell
I don't know what's in my mind
It's like I poisoned the well
I'm happy with my life
I'm just overwhelmed
I learned a lot about addiction
When I was chasing after a faded flame
I realized its just a decision
To enjoy something more than just
A joy of feeling OK
No place to judge
I can hardly stay awake
And I know it won't last forever
But I can't take away your pain
And I want to be a human before I'm an artist
Because love has always been the hardest
And you have to go through the ecclesiastics
Before you can find the revelations
And I know that there's no way to buy freedom
From the blackened heart of my sin
I hope
That I can just feel this one more time
Let you know that I'm feeling fine
I don't have you in my life
I'm just feeling overwhelmed
Something in my mind
Something in my mind
Like I've poisoned the well
I'm happy with my life
I just feel overwhelmed
When I get to heaven
I hope I'm not alone
If I don't get to see you
I don't want to go
Love is about love
Not putting on a show