And I wanted to hate you so bad
But I couldn't, I couldn't
Yeah, yeah

I wanted to hate you so bad
That I couldn't, I couldn't
I couldn't, I couldn't

I wanted to hate you so bad
But I shouldn't, i couldn't
I shouldn't, I couldn't

I'll wait until you're back home
Don't you think of me as your friend
I read the things you wrote
And I'm hoping you're slowly dead

Are you scared? why am I pretending like I even fucking cared?
Waste my time, tell me saying life isn't fair
Tell me lies, it's the reason I won't die
You make me cry, I'm so fucking terrified