What once felt temporary
Now feels permanent
I guess my habits
Have become me
The days they turn
To months then years
And looking back
Had I dealt with them
Where would I be?

I’m good at this
But I’m so bad at that
Am I under attack
What’s the deal?
I’m good at this
But I’m so bad at that
Everything’s a red flag
Just wanna heal

Leaving here as two
Or am I
Leaving here with you

He says that my past
Is causing us to drag
Well I can’t argue that
It isn’t real
Subtle as an army
Sneaking through the back
A whisper to retract
An ocean of tears
I’m good at this
But I’m so bad at that
Am I undеr attack
What’s the deal?
I’m good at this
But I’m so bad at that
Just trying to understand
What is rеal

Leaving here as two
Or am I
Leaving here with you

Fight or flight, butterfly
Undercut or hit the sky
I just wanna call you mine
But if I stay
I might die

I’m good at this
But I’m so bad at that
Am I under attack
What’s the deal?
I’m good at this
But I’m so bad at that
Just trying to understand
What is real