[Chorus]
It's a been a while since I've been by myself
Talking, nobody else except me
I've been so comfortable inside my own shell
And I'm feeling quite well, it's routine
[Verse 1]
Everybody gets one second, yeah, just one second of heaven
One for me, one for you, one for every time you knew
How I felt when I was down, every time you're not around
For the first time in forever, I wake up without you now
Don't know how much time I have til' my haves become my had
And my dreams turn into wishes, while my wishes turn to ash
I've got problems in my veins, you can see it in my face
But my problems fade away, every time you call my name
[Chorus]
It's a been a while since I've been by myself
Talking, nobody else except me
I've been so comfortable inside my own shell
And I'm feeling quite well, it's routine
[Verse 2]
Fuck, this probably the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind, yeah
Wish I had more music but I just don't have the time, yeah
Maybe it's excuses but regardless I was trying
And every time I hear a song I feel so insecure
'Cause everybody has a sound and I'm just standing here
Can't write a line, I lost my shine, I'm out of things to share
But thanks for listening to me, it's good to know you care
Just an update, I made it into college
Hope I get a chance to see you all after the fall ends
I'll miss every one of you who talked to me at all and
I'll make sure to check up on the ones who even called me
Promise I'll be back
Maybe send me messages and maybe start a chat
I've been feeling better and better
Like much better than ever
Finally, I really like it where I'm at
[Outro]
This probably the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind, yeah
Wish I had more music but I just don't have the time
Maybe it's excuses but regardless I was trying
And every time I hear a song I feel so insecure
'Cause everybody has a sound and I'm just standing here
Can't write a line, I lost my shine, I'm out of things to share
But thanks for listening to me it's good to know you care