[Verse]
I take that smile up off my face
In a different set of state
Even though I hate the thought of this
I think I might just wait
I'm Novagang all year around
You can't ever let me down, I got some invincibility so I'll just hold it down
I'm steady boomin' off the pills, heartbeat lookin' like a hill
Yes I might die some time tonight, but at least I won't be killed
Jk I'm sober hella clean
Can't nobody fuck with me
I stay inside of my shitty mood but I still fucking glean
I got told to go away so I went and went away
Wasn't found for a few days, hide and seek my favorite game
Everybody know my name, but nobody know my facе
I stay hidden from the crowd cause I feel likе a disgrace
People tell me not to call them but get mad when I don't at all
Blocking all their numbers cause I swear they told me not to call
My patience has been tested and my unknown answers off the wall
Fuck off with your stupid shit I do not care at fucking all
But it's okay though I got those things to keep me occupied all day though
If I get bored I tend to overthink my halo
I get real low and shoot at people like a Pavlov
I wish I wasn't so damn dumb in situations
I'll just be quiet and I'll go patrol my station
I stand together with my conscious like a nation
I'll take your stuff, thanks for the generous donation (Ho')
I ain't off them fucking pills they distract me from reality
And get me fuking killed and they ask me why I did them
It's because of all the thrill
Thoughts of possibly dying always fill me up with chills
And my angels watching over me they're proud of what I've done
When I wake up in my bed I know that I'm the fucking one
I have all of control on me so I've been chillin' worryin' about nun
I have all of control on me so I've been chillin' worryin' about nun