[Intro]
Can't believe I'm actually doing this
I literally got the idea to do this song 'cause I was just bored but I don't know man

[Verse]
I got eyes on the back of my head, I can see shit
I know when to dodge, when you stab me in the back, bitch
I swear that the whole entire world is against me
I told her I just wanna be friends, but she sext me
Just want you to text me, I don't want no extra
You say that you like me, well I think you messed up
I'm a neutral person, I'm afraid to do shit
I just have a bunch of thoughts I don't know what to do with
You say that you love me, but I know you're tired of me
It's okay, I'm tired of me, I know I'm not your ecstasy
Hate when I'm not textin' you, I hate when you're not textin' me
Feel like there's a barricade because I can't say anything
Wish that I could tell you, but I'm used to hiding everything
I know that it's dumb that I got used to hiding everything
I know that it feels like sometimes you don't know the real me
You're a lucky soul, you got the patience just to deal with me