One, two, three, four

I tried waking up
But the night paralyzed me and ripped out my soul
I tried waking up with a [...]
I tried waking up
But the light I can't seem to [...] a hold
I tried waking up
But the thought of you leaving has left me so cold

I tried drinking you down
Down to the bottle of my empty glass
I tried drinking you down too fast
I tried drinking you down
But the bottle don't end with the end I was told
I tried drinking you down
But the thought of you leaving has left me so cold

I tried lighting up
But the smoke here don't go when I'm done with it all
I tried lighting up my damn phone
I tried lighting up
But the high doesn't fix it like I was told
I tried lighting up
But the thought of you leaving has left me so cold