Not gonna lie, I miss you a lot
Wither we're joking about pot or connecting the dots
Or what not
You found your new life far away
And I'm just stuck here to stay and that's okay
See, love is something powerful that messes us up
When we have something like that, we make bad decision
That's just our luck, and... I made a bad decision
So I take my self away in a whirl wind of emotion
Bubbles all around me
Yeah, I'm drowning in this ocean
The clouds that came in, they settled down hard
I don't think I'm gonna get far
If you get with me, you don't have to worry about hovering
Because I'm too busy covering my pain
Buried in angst with my teenage poems
Talking about life, death, love, and all our crazy, wacky motives
You look at me, your average Joe, that's what she called me
She loved me so
Yell my name in stark abyss, my love for you will never miss
I watch as you fall into his arms, an overwhelming sound fills my head I'm deafened by alarms
I'm crying in West Plano
Your laughing in Toronto
I'm sobbing in the sewers
Your giving him full body tours
His long hair and brown eyes
Are they better than mine
They say there's a million fish in the sea
But damn it I had the perfect catch
You see, but I didn't know how to fish, so I let it go
Dark skies and black crows
Whats even here?
Why are you here?
Who are you?
Who are we?
Why are we so selflessly driven by fear?
Maybe its because of the over whelming dread
Of the monster under your bed
Or the monster in your head
Who creeps and crawls, so awful in the night
Feeds on your broken heart in the tattered moon light