Just wanna hide away
Didn't even go outside today
I wanna die today
When I woke up I cried today

Stargazing wide awake
If I had wings I'd fly away
Wish I could pause the game
Delete the save and just start again

I often lie awake
Thinking about my great escape
No time for heartbreak
From those feelings shy away

Treated just like a toy, always playing with my heart
I'm so emotional, emotionally scarred
Feel like a background character playing my part
I need some surgery, surgery on my heart

My only friend is my computеr, I feel like such a loser
I'm so ugly, I'm so stupid, nevеr learned, I need a tutor
My only friend is my computer, I feel like such a loser
I'm so ugly, I'm so stupid, never learned, I need a tutor

Treated just like a toy, always playing with my heart
I'm so emotional, emotionally scarred
Feel like a background character playing my part
I need some surgery, surgery on my heart