I don't even care about a bad reputation
I'm not even scared of humiliation
There's nothing anyone can do
I haven't already been through

I live in squalor
I'm a self sabotager
I live in squalor
I'm a self sabotager

I don't really care about being nice and friendly
Fucked up my whole life, yeah I really did already
There's no way anyone can mend
All the stupid shit I did

I live in squalor
I'm a self sabotager
I live in squalor
I'm a self sabotager

Some day I hope that I can fix my brain
Learn to live better and flex through all the pain
Take care of problems, win and close my eyes
But I don't know if I can change my life