[Verse 1]
Sometimes I look back
To counting every freckle on your face
But they would change every year
And now I sit counting all the exes I misplaced
But it all led to here

And here is not 'there' (Here is not 'there')
And 'there' is not somewhere I want to be, is it?
No laissez faire sentiment

[Refrain]
Breathe
Say it back
Breathe

[Chorus]
Now I'm such a different person
Found a better version, I swear
I create the current saying what I shouldn't again

[Verse 2]
Cry, cry
Deny, deny, deny the many signs that you wanted me here
Nice try - giving in is merely getting by
Don't you love when I'm near?
[Pre-Chorus]
Allow (It has led)
Allow (It has led)
Allow, allow, allow, allow, allow (Has led me here)

[Chorus]
Now I'm such a different person
Found a better version, I swear
I create the current saying what I shouldn't again

[Post-Chorus]
Saw who I don't want to be
I know where it leads and it goes so low
Like another person, shedding off the version I sold

[Refrain]
Breathe
Say it back
Breathe

[Bridge]
Secondary worship
Dodging a diversion
Any skepticism has led me here

(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)
There are secrets I can't tell
But the effects I can feel
[Chorus]
Such a different person
Found a better version, I swear
I create the current saying what I shouldn't again

[Post-Chorus]
Saw who I don't want to be (Don't want to be)
I know where it leads and it goes so low
Like another person, shedding off the version I sold

[Outro]
There are secrets of which I can still feel