[Verse 1]
It's getting late, don’t know how much more i can take
I suffocate, can't hear myself when i'm awake
I medicate, light the weed up and meditate
Stuck in my ways, never learning from my mistakes
How can i live, when death is all around me
They’re switching up but wouldn't be nowhere without me
That's how it is, friends turn into enemies
Life is a bitch for some reason she keeps on testing me
And i just wanna know why
It's like a bad trip, but i ain't even high
Feel like death is calling me and it's my life on the line
Ain't ready to hang it up but it's just a matter of time
Bet they were hoping that i wouldn’t make it back
Barely coping there’s a god then where's he at
And i ain’t complaining i'm just stating facts
Watch how you spend your time 'cause you can't get it back
Nah you can’t get it back

[Chorus]
Maybe i won't live to see another day
'Cause i see demons when i sleep and when i pray
Voices in my head they never go away
I ain't afraid 'cause we all die one day
Still here
Been through hell and back but i'm still here
I ain't happy where i'm at but i'm still here
Ain't tryna see my dreams turn into nightmares
Still here
Been through hell and back but i'm still here
I ain't happy where i'm at but i'm still here
Ain't tryna see my dreams turn into nightmares
[Verse 2]
First they love you then they hate you, switch up on you quick
Time is money so just know my presence is a gift
I've been drinking, i've been smoking just to pass time
Been to hell and back it wasn't a return flight
Gotta keep my circle small 'cause i got trust issues
I can't fuck with snakes so i can't fuck with you
Don't trust nobody, i can't even trust myself
Will i make it to heaven or will i burn in hell
How can i see the light i'm trapped inside my head
And these drugs no longer work how can i ease the stress
Disturbing it don't disturb me when i think of death
But imma keep on grinding 'cause i know i'm blessed
Bet they were hoping that i wouldn't make it back
Barely coping there's a god then where's he at
And i ain't complaining i'm just stating facts
Watch how you spend your time 'cause you can't get it back
Nah you can't get it back

[Chorus]
Maybe i won't live to see another day
'Cause i see demons when i sleep and when i pray
Voices in my head they never go away
I ain't afraid 'cause we all die one day
Still here
Been through hell and back but i'm still here
I ain't happy where i'm at but i'm still here
Ain't tryna see my dreams turn into nightmares
Still here
Been through hell and back but i'm still here
I ain't happy where i'm at but i'm still here
Ain't tryna see my dreams turn into nightmares
Ain't tryna see my dreams turn into nightmares