[Chorus: Zamand]

I wonder if I could lose passion
Losing respect, is that some new fashion?
Life be moving too fast and they telling me my
Seat belt too fastened
‘Cause i worry bout what's to happen
I’m losing myself live off of a new past and
Apologies for my absence
See lately i wonder if imma die acting

[VERSE 1: Zamand]

And pardon me im still a kid
Recently been finding myself in abyss
Trynna find a purpose trynna find some common sense
The consequences of my actions damaging
My confidence

Man i'm getting tired of this
I'm getting tired of everything that i live amidst
Losing desire
Put my feelings aside
Throw myself on the fire
If i could save you from all of this
They praying for what’s bad for me
“Fuck the world” and i yell it out like a blasphemy
Fuck the money, the bills won't erase the past of me
Fuck the past, and the present and what comes after me

God forbid all these bastards taking all that is left of me
All these hellish disasters they be slowly affecting me
Acting like you a pastor don't know what you expect of me
Especially accepting that we haven't talked in centuries

[Chorus: Zamand]

I wonder if I could lose passion
Losing respect, is that some new fashion?
Life be moving too fast and they telling me my
Seat belt too fastened
‘Cause i worry bout what's to happen
I'm losing myself live off of a new past and
Apologies for my absence
See lately i wonder if imma die acting

[VERSE 2: Zamand]

Depending on unmade decisions
Lived enough to see my own life's plot twisting
I don't fuck with no dramas and no dissings
Still wake up with no texts or calls missing
I still wake up to the sounds of snakes hissing
Nostalgia, even RD getting reminiscent
I’m proud of, all the BS that i’ve lived in
Even without a teacher i'm taught to teach myself lessons
Still breathing, still writing call my art contemporary
But my heart’s in renaissance
I'm on Niccolo Machiavelli's level
The pain that i live through is never temporary
Cuz i try to learn from my issues never forget them

Maybe losing my hope, losing my will's making me insane
Losing my soul, left behind bushes where my sins lay
Losing control of my mind and all my limbs
So pardon me for my sins and pardon me all again like