PART 1:
Intro:
Turn me up in my mother fuckin headphones, yea
Chorus:
Friends asking me how do I hold on
If you love em and they leave, fuck it, life goes on
It’s so easy to blame yourself, like “Where did I go wrong?”
But when life’s so long, fuck it, life goes on
Verse 1:
I had a panic attack last night
So damn afraid of being abandoned
Girlfriends silence got me stammering
How do I go on smiling and jamming
How do I go on when I’m so aware I’m the problem?
Am I? Jeez
Everything getting to me at the moment’s unprompted- epiphany
I’ve done so much work on myself that I didn’t realize some folks can’t be helped
Stay tolerant, bottling up cuts and welts
I’ve acted like sheep, now I see the pelts
I know I ain’t perfect, but holy shit
Why you compare us? Holy shit!
Every last decision that you make is wrong, holy shit!
I been letting bitches get to me that can’t care for themselves
Won’t stop my story for y’all hoes- shoutout Orson Welles
Almost didn’t drop GARNET GIRL, too unbecoming
But I won’t let a breakup take my greatest song from me
Working on eating well, working on working out
Working on easing my anxiety and self doubt
Working on forgiving people, we ain’t perfect
Also working out who does and don't deserve it
Chorus:
Friends asking me how do I hold on
If you love em and they leave, fuck it, life goes on
It’s so easy to blame yourself, like “Where did I go wrong?”
But when life’s so long, fuck it, life goes on (x2)
Verse 2:
Now, I’m getting pep in my step
Ever since petty ol bitches have left
I am so ready to cut me some slack
I am so ready to walk with some heft
I am so ready for shit that I said as a posture
To not be a posture again
I am so ready to spend just a lil bit too much
On some pasta and lobster again
Obviously, I ain’t fixed in a day
Once in a while, everybody feel gray
Don’t get a text back, then I’m nervous
I feel without purpose, but that does both a disservice
Take the time you need, sugar cube, I am just a dude
Well, a dude in a dress, don’t get shit misconstrued
Sometimes, some people just suck
Hardest lesson that I ever learned, man, fuck
It is so freeing to know it ain’t your fault
Keep on digging for reactions, I ain’t giving more salt
Chorus:
Friends asking me how do I hold on
If you love em and they leave, fuck it, life goes on
It’s so easy to blame yourself, like “Where did I go wrong?”
But when life’s so long, fuck it, life goes on (x2)
PART 2:
Intro (Ghost):
And I couldn't have done it without a little help from my friends!
Verse:
Look
Who do and don’t deserve it
Fuck, I know who deserve it
Everyone who propped up all the posse cuts, this machina
The faux-Yahtzee talking stuff, it always was the purpose
Came a long way from begging for new info
Enigmatic and sinful, flashing lights were a symbol
Assembled Cupidity stuck in limbo
Til rainbows done turned me into a nympho
New love turned to heartbreak
Sang a song at the love’s grave for our sake
Lost myself in the iridescence I partake
Until that rainbow road led me to hard days
It was so hard to live with love, self love wasn’t cutting it
Took a lotta drugs, turned a prism to a covenant
So many years stuck twirling my hair
Until a meme made me reach for the girliest flair
And now, I’m giving flowers to everybody who need one
Everybody who contributed to what I become
Shoutout Amy and Shmirko, they made the fuckin beats
Shoutout Avah, I can’t wait until your next release
AA, early on, you stepped up and showed out
Lil Deer, every time you spit, it’s a blow out
RPD, Lil Palm Tree, y’all my day 1s
DBLE_T’s creative brother, what’s up
Cosmo a star, they can sing like an angel
And I’m so damn proud of the one they’ve become
Grim Grieves a legend, more creative brethren
And I know that Ljupco gon keep going up
Jazzy- sorry bout the scrapped tracks
I hope we’re cool and we can go on to make mad tracks
Some say I get too picky- yea, that tracks
But I hope we can rebuild over the past tracks
Thanks Brock, sorry that the feature ended up late
Thanks MondayToFriday, I know you’re ending up great
Thank you Pete for giving me a chance, cuz your support was vital
Thank you funeral and Videomancer, y’all’re my idols
WOO!
It's a goddamn fucking celebration (Damn right!)
It's a goddamn fucking cele- Look, look
Outro:
We did it! Let's fucking go!
Genre: Femboy! (Genre: Femboy!)
Thank you!
Thank you so much
I would not have gotten here without you
I love all of you
Peace!
