I STILL FEEL IT IN THE BONE

[Verse 1]
Dragged myself up to the light
My mother cries, I'm on the other side
They will hold me on their shoulders
They'll all ask how I survived
And I will lie

[Verse 2]
Cheers of relief on deaf ears
Their mouths move with praise I can't hear
They will hang my portrait proudly
Tell their kids how I survived
But it's a lie

[Chorus]
'Cause I'm always under you
I'm always laying in that room
And now, my wrists may not be bruised anymore
But I still feel it in the bone
I still feel it in the bone
I still feel it in the bone
I still feel it in the bone
I still feel it in the bonе

[Outro]
You're nestled in my spinе
Your touch metastasized
You live your quiet life
Out of sight, in my mind
Call it a silent crime
Slow acting cyanide
I tried to close my eyes
Out of sight, in my mind