[Chorus: Riky Rick]
Eyes closed, emotions have got me
Holding my tears back (Tears back)
Holding my tears back (Tears back)
Told my baby "Don't do it without me"
Holding my tears back (Tears back)
Holding my tears back (Tears back)

[Verse 1: Riky Rick]
She try to call me but I'm busy
SMS say she miss me
Read it and don't reply
I'm focused, I'm on my grizzy
Tryna hustle the paper but paper hustling me
I'm running the other way, I'm just hoping she run with me
But if she up and leave then it's something I can't believe
'Cause I was in the streets instead of building my family
Motivated by monеy
Way too many regrets
Prada my silhouettеs
Gucci triple my debts
I know she never forgets
My baby wishing I was the n***a she met
She wanna hit the reset
But I'm probably her closet bet
Also her biggest threat
I'm sorry I put you through
So much pain on this journey, that wasn't cool
When you tell me you love me, I know you do
This year I'ma show you I love you too
I love you too, ma
[Chorus: Cassper Nyovest]
Eyes closed, emotions have got me
Holding my tears back (Tears back)
Holding my tears back (Tears back, yeah)
A little baby is growing without me
That's why I'm holding my tears back (Tears back)
Holding my tears back (Tears back, yeah)

[Verse 2: Cassper Nyovest]
Where do you go to heal a broken heart?
No salt water to these open scars
Remedies I'm hoping for
Healing that I'm focused on
Either we chosen or our hearts stay frozen
I believe in God and thankful that my mom's prayers potent
Man, I been through hell
Carried by divine spirits
Tragedies that I've witnessed being revealed in melodies that I've written
Tryna find peace through the company I keep
A stand up, but I feel stronger whenever I kneel
God designed me perfectly through his eyelids
But somehow, I still feel inadequate what's behind it
That's 'cause we wired wrong
We say things like "I'm strong"
Even though I feel it in my gut that I am not
Sometimes I feel weak, so it's God that we still seek
I know He's faithful and I'm trusting in Him to heal me
So if you listen to my rhymes as a fan, then I'm telling you it's okay to cry, as a man
[Outro: Cassper Nyovest]
Jesus taught
"Blessed are you who weep now, for you shall laugh", Luke 6 verse 21
"Those who mourn shall be comforted", Matthew 5 verse 4
I love you, but most importantly, He loves us