Always running around for everyone else but me
I'm such a catastrophe
Wait up for holding onto my dignity
Somehow we'll make it, somehow we'll make it through
Hold on, Hold on
I've been running for oh so long, (I'll try to find myself)
Soon I'll be gone
But your wrongs have keep me busy, but you know I have guts
But I never had the guts, I never had the guts to spill

Well how about yourself?
And do you have what it takes?
To raise the stakes and show, that you have it in you to just pick up and Go
Give me a reason just to see things through
To the end because I'm on to you
Girl, I need a shovel to dig myself out of this one

I'm sick of proving to you that we're not losing
I'm such a catastrophe
And you said you want it, then just come and take it
But no I won't take it, no I won't take it-
I'm sick of proving to you that we're not losing
I'm such a catastrophe
And you said you want it, then just come and take it
But no I won't take it, no I won't take it no
And I've been making a list up inside my head and so far
I'm really having trouble 'cuz it's longer than the stretch of my attention span
But thick and thin don't mean anything to me
I don't want to be, meant for you if you never want to be there for me, be there for me

I'm sick of proving to you that we're not losing
I'm such a catastrophe
And you said you want it, then just come and take it
But no I won't take it, no I won't take it-
I'm sick of proving to you that we're not losing
I'm such a catastrophe
And you said you want it, then just come and take it
But no I won't take it, no I won't take it no

Think past, think past everything I ever said about trying to find my head
Tr-Tr-Truth is, you probably know way more than I know (scratch that, you definitely do)
Think past, think past everything I ever said about trying to find my head
(while I try to find myself)
Tr-Tr-Truth is, you probably know way more than I know
Scratch that, you definitely do

I'm sick of proving to you that we're not losing
(Always running around for everyone else but me)
I'm such a catastrophe
And you said you want it, then just come and take it
But no I won't take it, no I won't take it-
I'm sick of proving to you that we're not losing
I'm such a catastrophe
And you said you want it, then just come and take it
But no I won't take it, no I won't take it-
I can take it, no I won't take it
No!