​​dying to be you

[Verse 1]
This ignorance is bliss and maybe I'm the shit
'Cause that's what people tell me when I'm with my friends
But when I'm all alone, and the curtains close
I look in the mirror, and I'm self-loathing
How all my fears, like filthy clothing
And I ask myself what I don't wanna know

[Chorus]
Have I been killing myself? Dying to be you
Holding my breath until my face turns blue
I've got blisters on my fingers and a callus on my heart
Have I been killing myself?
Dying to be you, dying to be you

[Verse 2]
You don't wanna know what's been going through my head
Swimming pools of existential dread
Look around, there's no life, God, I'm dead
Again
If deprеssion was a job, I'd be working the night shift
Can someonе tell me why every day is a crisis?
Nothing ever helps, fuck, why am I like this?
Why am I-I-I

[Chorus]
I been killing myself? Dying to be you
Holding my breath until my face turns blue
I've got blisters on my fingers and a callus on my heart
Have I been killing myself?
Dying to be you, dying to be you
[Post-Chorus]
Dying to be you (You)

[Interlude]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Who's the saddest of them all?
Are you happy? (Yeah!)
But are you sure?

[Chorus]
Have I been killing myself? Dying to be you
Holding my breath until my face turns blue
I've got blisters on my fingers and a callus on my heart
Have I been killing myself?
Dying to be you, dying to be you

[Outro]
Dying to be you