[Chorus]
I signed a deal, said goodbye to my innocence
I fell in love with Los Angeles
I lost my friends to Los Angeles
I lost myself in Los Angeles
Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me
I brought my pain and my demons with me
I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me
I took a pill and I hope I feel it

[Verse 1]
I miss livin' at the hospital
I miss livin' down in South Central
I remember back when it was simple
I ain't have to fight with all my n***as
Money complicated every issue
Man, it's crazy how they deal with you
Talk about it like they still with you
Use my name as a meal ticket
They don't wanna see me standing now
Bipolar n***a, I'm manic now
I want more shit in my bank account
I want my granny a bigger house
I grow more hungry like every day
I feel like God in a scary way
All of these sins that I need repay
I need to find me some different ways
[Chorus]
I signed a deal, said goodbye to my innocence
I fell in love with Los Angeles
I lost my friends to Los Angeles
I lost myself in Los Angeles
Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me
I brought my pain and my demons with me
I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me
I took a pill and I hope I feel it

[Verse 2]
I made major changes to myself
I am still a danger to myself
Still might grab the stainless off the shelf
But I don't really think I'm finished yet
I ain't even get to feel it yet
Smoke ain't even hit the ceiling yet
Only hopin' that I fade away
I wake up and face another day
I got shit that they can't take away
All the secrets that I gave away
Still, I'm regrettin' it more and more
I took one, I need a couple more
I need God, I need holy ghost
I need somethin', get me comatose
My depression what I love the most
I can never seem to let it go
[Chorus]
I signed a deal, said goodbye to my innocence
I fell in love with Los Angeles
I lost my friends to Los Angeles
I lost myself in Los Angeles
Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me
I brought my pain and my demons with me
I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me
I took a pill and I hope I feel it