Venus Fly Traps

I am five,
Wading out into deep
Sunny grass,

Unmindful of snakes
& yellowjackets, out
To the yellow flowers

Quivering in sluggish heat.
Don't mess with me
'Cause I have my Lone Ranger

Six-shooter. I can hurt
You with questions
Like silver bullets.

The tall flowers in my dreams are
Big as the First State Bank,
& they eat all the people

Except the ones I love.
They have women's names,
With mouths like where
Babies come from. I am five.
I'll dance for you
If you close your eyes. No

Peeping through your fingers.
I don't supposed to be
This close to the tracks.

One afternoon I saw
What a train did to a cow.
Sometimes I stand so close

I can see the eyes
Of men hiding in boxcars.
Sometimes they wave

& holler for me to get back. I laugh
When trains make the dogs
Howl. Their ears hurt.

I also know bees
Can't live without flowers.
I wonder why Daddy

Calls Mama honey.
All the bees in the world
Live in little white houses
Except the ones in these flowers.
All sticky & sweet inside.
I wonder what death tastes like.

Sometimes I toss the butterflies
Back into the air.
I wish I knew why

The music in my head
Makes me scared.
But I know things

I don't supposed to know.
I could start walking
& never stop.

These yellow flowers
Go on forever.
Almost to Detroit.

Almost to the sea.
My mama says I'm a mistake.
That I made her a bad girl.

My playhouse is underneath
Our house, & I hear people
Telling each other secrets.