$uicideboy$
Noose That I’m Used To
[Chorus: Scrim]
Ain't nobody fuckin' with me like they used to
Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you
I get caught up in my thoughts and I can't think right
Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right
I just want them to treat me like they used to, ayy
I just want something real that I'm used to, yeah
I just want them to treat me like they—ayy, ayy
I just want something real that I'm—yeah, yeah

[Verse 1: Scrim]
Went from no one to someone, at least I thought so
Stuck up in a bad dream, watching front row
People warnin' me that everything is gonna change
Never thought that it would be in the worst way
Life goin' up and goin' down at the same time
Suicidal thoughts creepin' up in my mind
Drug dealer, pocket reaping the benefits
Only thing I fuckin' had to get me through this shit

[Chorus: Ruby Da Cherry]
Ain't nobody fuckin' with me like they used to
Open seat in the coupe so I scooped you
I get caught up in my thoughts and I can't think right
Caught up in a nightmare so I don't sleep right
I just want them to treat me like they used to
I just want something real that I'm used to
I just want them to treat me like—uh, ayy
I just want something real that I'm—uh, yeah
[Verse 2: Ruby Da Cherry]
All my life, I've been waitin' 'til the time right
Waitin' for the shade of light that make me shine bright
Day turn to night, yeah, weeks turn to months
Wishin' I could press the pause button just once
Hidin' in the back tryna catch up to the front
Everything I lack, I make up for it when I stunt
More bitches, more money, more drugs, more honeys
More stuff, the more I want it, the more I feel I'm fuckin' stuck