Intro:
I tried spitting on this 3 different times growing up
There was this Dragon Ball Z AMV that had this song and it fucking slapped
Here for another reason this time tho
Aight

Verse 1:
Received a text from you I knew it was something again
Some bullshit how I wasn't ever a true friend
I told you you should come again
Not over text but talk it over in person if it was worth it
I was never perfect I just tried to be a bigger person
Gave you credit cause you messed up and came back into my life
So it’s only right I tried to do the same thing twice
Tell me what was the matter?
We talked before I moved I said I would go through some changes
It would be for the better
How could I expect for you to know better?
How could I expect you to know treasure?
You shunned two of your closest friends without much effort
I should have seen it coming
Red flag's coming up I started running
Let's be real
Let me tell you the deal I was taken and tried my hand at flirting how did that feel?
You found out later I had a girl we played it cool I was taking another chance
By then I cheated on her a lot
Not proud of it, just putting myself on the spot
I liked your titties a couple bitties I beat on the spot
It wasn’t just you a lot of other chicks on social media
The screen, fantasies I was far from saving but
You had a dark side but failed to realize I have a dark side too
I just really never showed it in front of you
Sat on your uncle's couch and talked for some hours
We were there for each other when things were looking sour (Beat change)
You met this new cat and from what I heard I couldn't concur
With your decision you were smitten
But it's all good. Y'all travelled to Kansas together
With your former best friend right?
After that I figured y'all would stay together despite my disapproval
But you had disapproval from everybody so I didn't want to be another body like that…
I should have spoken up

Verse 2:
I know you figure I was a leeching n***a
Blamed everyone else and all the promises couldn't keep em n***a
Wondering why I’m even calling you a n***a
Cause you acted black, hung around black, fucked with em n***a
Let’s think bigger
How couldn't you get the picture?
The name of the game was change for me, I told my sister
I knew my breath was stinking that’s why I used listerine
Crest, tried flossing not on my teeth I had to contest
I was going to school failing do my best on showing up
Driving 40 miles I ain't give a fuck
It was my mission to finish
To pay Julia off and get my girl back
March was coming and I was in her
We decided not to get together again yet
Cause if we did the same problems bet would come back around
She was on my chest
We talked about your relationship and how it was toxic
Couldn't say it to your face
Fear no that was not it
It's like I said I didn’t wanna be someone else that didn't support it
I tried linking you two up had to abort it
It's not my place to be in the middle I had to floor it
Come to find out after I was sleeping on the couch
That my best friend told my ex-girl I was mooching off her
That shit is stupid hard to stay lucid I flew up on it
I threw up on it. All y'all said I did was drink vodka and tonic
Dishonest. Y'all gave no boundaries and stuck on it my n***a

Breathe Pt. II Monologue:
Listen, this is all on me I take fault and blame for this
Any relationship that is built on a fake foundation will not last
Sometime somewhere that shit will fall trust me
That's the type of dude I was
I befriended girls cause I wanted to fill that void that mommy couldn't fill
I befriended girls and crushed on so many of them because I wanted to fuck
Some of those relationships grew and tried to become more, but like I said if you don't fix the foundation it will come back in your face
Part of me says I shouldn't have taken her back after she fucked up and blew me off
But nah I forgive. She did better too. Tried to help get me a job at comcast and was there is listen to some of my problems
She opened up her home to me and I thank her for that
Despite the fight that her and her man got into i supported it
Though I talked shit about it to my girl at the time
I shitted on other people's relationships all the time
Yet it was mine that came crumbling down and the same shit I did came back on me
I was in the middle yet again. Listen here
If you all are EVER and I mean EVER between two siblings, two cousins, two friends, two enemies, etc
Cut your losses and abandon ship. Get the hell out of dodge
I've had so many “best friends” that have been destroyed because of some she said this, she said that bullshit. Every time
To my fellas, especially when it comes to women never be in a position when you need to lean on her 100% because A. They are not built to do that. B. They most of the time will not do that and will run, and if they do happen to stay and do it they won't like it. Men and women be your own 100% support and you will find people that you can lean on after

Breathe Pt. III Final Monologue:
As I discussed in my video man. Never agree to any roommate situation if it ain't anyone you can trust without placing things in writing
I was told I could stay as long as I needed to
Never tell someone they can stay as long as they need to if they can't. Set a boundary and stick to it
When a person asks what they can do to help. Don't be nice and say nothing
Tell them what responsibilities they have and stick to it
They buy groceries as needed, but don't tell that person they don't need to pay anything
Then switch up and say utilities, then switch up and say they are mooching and they need to come up out of more money
You know, funny enough, the person I thought was my friend was actually the one wanting to charge me the most and over time I started getting closer with the dude I judged before knowing more than her
If I wanted to mooch off you, don't you fucking think I wouldn't have helped you move into the basement, live in the basement and then when you told me what I would have to pay don't you think I would have left you two to move back into another place yourselves and I would have left? I admit that money situation with his mom was a bit fake on my end cause I should have dealt with her directly on the money and then instead i went through yall and her back and forth. All in all, I gave her the money I owed and we were cool
When we moved in together I paid my money. I should have been classified as a roommate. What I'm doing shouldn't concern you if I'm not bringing hoes, drugs, and liquor into your place. And what you both do is none of my fucking concern. I worked out, and did what I had to do in order to grow. I didn't feel welcomed cause I infringed on your sex life and quality of life and I told y'all to let me know if I ever did that and I would bounce. It was always a different story when you two were together. To you woman, you were too much of a pussy to tell me that shit to my face. I wasn't perfect. I expected more from you as well
As far as you my man. Though you weren't perfect. I thank you for being the icing on the cake for introducing me to NF and for being there for me more than my friend was. Your family is beautiful and they even told me some things about you but it's cool I came to respect you and I apologize I placed judgement before I even knew you. I wish my ex's family had love enough for me to reach out and tell my ex and I to get our shit together. That's cold as fuck. I hope you get your daughter and I hope you and her have the best life and continue growing. I got love for the whole family for what you all did. Take care