[Chorus: NF]
I just wanna run away
Find somewhere that feels safe
Find somewhere the bad days
Don't come as often in this sad phase
Somewhere I can be loved
Where I don't have to run away from my flaws
And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts
This high, this high that I've been chasing
[Verse 1: UrBn-_-Zombie]
Late at night
Constantly thinking "what's the point of life?"
Yeah, busy doing shit I don't like
Then I regret 'em later on man the pressures on, here I am inside
The house of shame, I'm the onе to blame for my issues
Every girl I havе just leaves me, yeah the cycle still continues
To this day, what is with my brain thinking it's okay
To be a dick to all my homies and the girls that I would date?
Remember the girl that I talked about before?
I bet you do, it's been a while now I miss her more
I've been trying to move on by dating other girls
So I could try to forget her, but things ain't gettin' better
I cannot live without her, homie my life is fucked
I've been depressed since we broke up, she's been filled with disgust
I'ma try and get into contact with her tomorrow night
Hopefully things will go all right, maybe it might
[Chorus: NF]
I just wanna run away
Find somewhere that feels safe
Find somewhere the bad days
Don't come as often in this sad phase
Somewhere I can be loved
Where I don't have to run away from my flaws
And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts
This high, this high that I've been chasing
[Verse 2: UrBn-_-Zombie]
Late at night
Sending texts to my ex, trying not to fight
I send like 50 of 'em to her and with no replies
Then she finally responded, I was so surprised
Yeah, she said "I'm tryna sleep, I don't wanna hear from you, you creep
You've been blowing up my phone and my hatred with you is deep"
Then I said "Babe I love you" and then she said "Fuck you
That's a lie, you would make me cry, I wish I had the luck to
Try and help you with your issues cause I cared about you then
But my feelings for you changed when you beat me with your friend
And you lied, claiming that it never happened, you're a poser
Now get this through your head, our relationship is over"
Then she blocked my number, man I'm just such a bad person
I wish I wasn't like this as well as a better version
Of me, but I'm a fuck-up cause I have a stupid mind
Now I'm thinking that the world would be better of I just die
Here we- *gunshot*
[Chorus: NF]
I just wanna run away
Find somewhere that feels safe
Find somewhere the bad days
Don't come as often in this sad phase
Somewhere I can be loved
Where I don't have to run away from my flaws
And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts
This high, this high that I've been chasing
I just wanna run away
Find somewhere that feels safe
Find somewhere the bad days
Don't come as often in this sad phase
Somewhere I can be loved
Where I don't have to run away from my flaws
And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts
This high, this high that I've been chasing