Was it something that I missed?
Cause I'm struggling on my own
I'm trying to replace these substances
Since I've been back home

All these fucked up restless nights
Always haunt my sleepless mind
Always trying to confide
You won't look me in my eyes
Always some form of excuse
There's nothing left for me to prove
I'm tryna hold on cause you know I hate to lose

What happened to the one I loved?
Was the change in me not strong enough?
Was it something else?
Cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved?
Was the sober me not good enough?
Is it someone new?
I can't get through to you

I can't get out of my head
Time with you is what I dread
When it's you and me, apparently
I don't seem to faze you
So I chase you
Just to be shot down, I never break through
All these fucked up restless nights
Always haunt my sleepless mind
Always trying to confide
You won't look me in my eyes
Always some form of excuse
There's nothing left for me to prove
I'm tryna hold on cause you know I hate to lose

What happened to the one I loved?
Was the change in me not strong enough?
Was it something else?
Cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved?
Was the sober me not good enough?
Is it someone new?
I can't get through to you

I start to think out loud
And with every sound, she breaks
With a shattered soul
She was the black hole when I roamed space
When I roamed space

What happened to the one I loved?
Was the change in me not strong enough?
Is it something else?
Cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved?
Was the sober me not strong enough?
Is it someone new?
I can't get through to you
What happened to the one I loved?
Was the change in me not strong enough?
Was it something else?
'Cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved?
Was the sober me not good enough?
Is it someone new?
I can't get through to you

What happened to the one I loved?
Was the change in me not strong enough?
Was it something else?
'Cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved?
Was the sober me not good enough?
Is it someone new?
I can't get through to you