Dear diary
It′s such a good day to breathe
But I feel so down
My room is full of masks
That don't fit my face
Except for the clown one (my favorite)
Even close friends don′t get my feelings
I use the smile to hide my inner demons
Dear diary
It's such a hilarious thing
Let's keep it a secret

I′m dead inside
I′m dead inside
Man, I'm just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I′m dead inside
They tell me: go and die
As if I haven't tried

They hate me: go and die
As if I haven′t tried
And there are no regrets
I'm not fazed if times up
Feels like life passes by
There′s no one to even blame
Even close friends don't get my feelings
I use the smile to hide my inner demons
They hate me: go and die
As if I haven't tried
It′s such a hilarious thing to say
I′m dead inside
I'm dead inside
Man, I′m just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: go and die
As if I haven′t tried

I'm dead inside
I′m dead inside
Man, I'm just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: go and die
As if I haven′t tried

The first rule of dead inside
Don′t say that you're dead inside
That′s why I write silly songs and say what I really wanna say
I'll say what I′ll never say
I'll say what I′ll never say
I'll say what I'll never say
Let′s say together:
I′m dead inside
I'm dead inside
Man, I′m just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: go and die
As if I haven′t tried

I'm dead inside
I′m dead inside
Man, I'm just a mistake
Under a clown mask
Dead inside
I'm dead inside
They tell me: go and die
As if I haven′t tried