[Monolgue]
Life
A constant struggle
Good
Evil
Happiness
Sadness
Rain
Shine
Determination
Desperation
Righteousness
Revenge
Light
Dark
Poor
Rich
People
Society
Expectations
Reality
Opposition
Media Lies
[Outro to PTSD]
Each word has its own contrast
It's better to look towards the future rather than dwell in the past
It's human nature to roughly transition
But change is inevitable, it's part of the mission
You know, this ain't my normal flow
I don't just talk but this song's an exception, you know
PTSD was inspired by one girl
One girl who I gave my whole world
But I learned I only gave her a percentage
I lost a majority of it through my sanity's wreckage
It's like running along the beach with grains of sand
Not knowing each unique grain was part of life in your hands
Girl you made me strong
At first I thought you ruined me but I was truly wrong
The mental stability of mine drowned after your depart
But to my surprise had me realize it drowned at the start
Not of what we had
For all of those moments I'm still glad
You kept me happy when I was sad
And kept me reasonable when I was mad
But this isn't a love song and I'm not talking to just you
I'm talking to society, society is oh so rude
But it raised me, not my parents
Only recently has this situation become so apparent
I once was God, I was a kid
I was happy and didn't care about what anyone in the world did
I had friends who wanted to watch TV and run around outside
I had junk food and candies that made me feel alive
I didn't worry about lives or evil that thrives
Corporate scandals that turn families for a dive
The world I lived in was so small
Yet it was enough, I am to this day yet to fall
You may be able to break a man's spirt
But his soul is eternal, his soul, you can always feel it
So I'm asking one thing from the world
You don't have to like me, you don't have to like Rap
You don't have to like PTSD, this was never meant to make racks
It was a message that puts me in danger
It's meant to unite us all, we're all humans we ain't strangers
So wake up
Every single one of you wake up
The world is massive and diverse
We can break the cycle, we're not doomed, we're not cursed
We must keep a balance of our surroundings
Good and evil pour into our world like fountains
It's these Ambient Ambitionz that keep us standing
We're humans, we'll break what is demanding