I just wanna run away
And hide forever
Not a meteorologist-
I just know this
Isn't good weather..

You said you didn't want
Us going back to ignoring each
Other
But all my attempts you've
Turned down and it's
Leaving me covered...

In a blanket of pain
This is the dark before the rain...
The clouds are rolling in
And it's fogging up my mind-
As to what is happenin'

I just don't want to take
Part in this
Every time my phone dings
I check that it's Kik
But it's never who I want...
It's almost like you're gone
Is that what you want?
You know I'm not giving up;
Because I said I'm always there
For things like this and such
But you pushing me away isn't
Making it easy
So, I just sit here making songs
So I can tell you my pleas

You like the posts on Instagram
Of songs I put up there
So I guess I was wrong, and
That you really do care
Or at least so I think- are
Your likes enough to prove it?
Or do you not the hear the words
And all you hear is music?

You're the rapper
I'm the singer
That's how it goes
But you're giving me heartache
And I think I've found my flow
I stay locked up in my room-
Almost all the time...
Writing down lyrics-
These words on my mind...
I just want you to listen-
And actually hear it
Because it's really more
Than words I'm putting
Down for these lyrics

When the going gets tough-
The tough gets going
You claim to be strong
But your weakness is showing
What happened to us- doing
Songs for your dad?
You just threw that away-
Guess you didn't want it
THAT bad

What happened- to how
We used to get along?
I'm just worried 'bout you, Baby
Is that really so wrong?
I though our policy was
No secrets to keep
But I know you've got something
That you're not telling me

But you just will not admit
So you thought it was best
To split
I used to be so proud
But now I'm just let down...
Bad taste in my mouth-
But I can't bring myself to spit
Thinking about it...
Do you know what I find funny?
I guess your baby sister's right...
Every time she calls you
"Dummy"

Take it with a grain of salt
Every word that I say
I'm saying this in love
I'm not saying this in hate

But are you a little boy
Or are you a grown man?
I can't comprehend your reasoning
Can you help me understand?

You remember how we started?
It wasn't work just play
But we caught each other's feelings-
Are we throwing that away?

No, because this is just a phase...
In all honesty you're mine at
The end of the day
The only problem is, this day
Is just too long...
But I guess that's just more time
For you to figure out what's wrong

So until then, Baby, I'll be
Sitting on the side
Finding out my rhythm
And putting out these rhymes
Every step I take, I'm slowing
Down my pace
Because I'll always think of you
I'm not leaving you behind...