(Chorus: Lewis Garcia)
All I want is to be happy
Look in the mirror for answers unquestioned
All of the weights that I carry
Don’t call me NF it’s a therapy session
The way I been treated
God showed me the reasons
Now it is my season
To show all you heathens
Roaming the regions
Becoming the beacons
Replacing the deacons
I’m fighting these demons

(Verse 1: Lewis Garcia)
I call my dad every Monday
Just to tell him I love him
Cause he nevеr learned how to show it
With his kids
Only money talkеd
So We just chalked it up
Another day another dollar
That’s how he show love
But what became of that
Another version of himself
Who couldn't love anyone else
Screaming for help
Silently in the storm
Cold bringing him warmth
And Pain
The old familiar sting
I Tried to kill it
But the mind remembers everything
Exposing the lies
Eye on the prize
I will become - the one to devise
The masterplan, i follow the signs
God is alive
Just Look inside
Underneath the shit
Where you grew to hate him
We been conditioned
To oppose it, so we find replacement
Close the gap
By filling the hole
With Drug, with money, and al-co-hol
But the gap widens
So we fill it some more
It's never enough
We're going to war
It's a battlefield
Deep inside
It's time for the old me
To Commit Suicide
(Chorus: Lewis Garcia)
All I want is to be happy
Look in the mirror for answers unquestioned
All of the weights that I carry
Don’t call me NF it’s a therapy session
The way I been treated
God showed me the reasons
Now it is my season
To show all you heathens
Roaming the regions
Becoming the beacons
Replacing the deacons
I’m fighting these demons

(Verse 2: Lewis Garcia)
I look into my daughter's eyes
A reflection of my own
But it is not a surprise
She's a miracle
That spark the fire
I'll never get tired
Cause now she see me higher
And I won't make her a liar
I imagine the days
Explaining to her
Why I wasn't there
Why did I defer?
As she blames herself
When the blame is all mine
Like father like son
It all By design
So how can I blame him
When it is in me to
It's time to break the curse
It's time to seek the truth
All the mistake
Cannot be erased
I live in regret
As I try to embrace
All of my flaws
I'm moving with haste
I will not die
Until I can taste
All that i deserve
And all that he has earned
It's time to learn
How to discern
Why we feel so burned
(Chorus: Lewis Garcia)
All I want is to be happy
Look in the mirror for answers unquestioned
All of the weights that I carry
Don’t call me NF it’s a therapy session
The way I been treated
God showed me the reasons
Now it is my season
To show all you heathens
Roaming the regions
Becoming the beacons
Replacing the deacons

(Chorus: Lewis Garcia)
All I want is to be happy
Look in the mirror for answers unquestioned
All of the weights that I carry
Don’t call me NF it’s a therapy session
The way I been treated
God showed me the reasons
Now it is my season
To show all you heathens
Roaming the regions
Becoming the beacons
Replacing the deacons