[Verse]
I keep on gamblin' with my life, I don't know what to lose
My young n***a still spinnin' shit just like a hula-hoop
I said I'm kinda' broke right now but I'm finna be countin' blues
I'm on some young n***a shit, my young n***a hoppin' right out the coupe
I say lil' shawty' can't feel my pain, she don't know what the fuck I been through
Every night, hear shit in my head, apnea, I need more med'
I'm in this bitch with insomnia, I don't even need no bed
And see, I just poured me a douce, I can't even feel my head
Haha, and shawty think I love her, she must be sped
I got a beam up on this blick', all I see is red
I wake up faded off the drugs, why my first love dead?
And I be cryin' every night, wishin' I was dead
Think I need some roxy' pills, voices in my head
I told my mama just be patient, I'ma get us up out the shed
Ion' think my opps really want smoke with me, I woulda' been dead
I'll put a fuck n***a in the sky and smoke 'em like a cig'
I was on the block, n***a, I was trappin', movin' rocks and blues
All these fuck n***as turnin' fed', lookin' for some clues
I was tryna' flex, I lost two racks on dice, ain't know what to do
I don't even give a fuck cause money come back like hula-hoop
Yeah, she wanna fuck with the kid, I'm like, "what you tryna' do?"
Well a young n***a throwin' rocks
These young n***as totin' Glocks
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All this pain inside of me
Why the fuck you lie to me?
Cryin, goin' to sleep
You don't even hear me weep
She like, "where the fuck your pain at?", bitch this shit run deep
Don't make me mad, I have some young n***as in yo' spot
And they creep, in yo' shit, young n***as tryna find yo' car keys while you sleep
C'mon twin, here go the keys to that big ass body Jeep